kali ni maybe agak emotional... but i'll try my best not to...
insyaAllah...
first of all... ni pengakuan ok... i'm not perfect... n he/she also....
2nd... i have my own principles... n i believe he/she also...
3rd... aku bukan seorang yg senang nk terikut2... but maybe true for him/her...
4th... klu aku rasa bnda tu melarat... adala tindakan yg ekstrem aku buat... terpaksa...
5th... if i end the relationship with him/her... thus, all his/her friends also (but not truly end, just distance away)
6th... if possible not to looking at his/her face... even though it is quite hard to...
7th... everything that he/she does, i'll not like it... even not feel a bit of happiness...
8th... ni bukan nk ada musuh ka pa ngan dia... tp just feel uneasy when with him/her...
9th... klu dia tegur... aku tegur balek... islam aja camtu... cukup smpi takat tu... xyah nk lebih2...
10th... finally... bkn senang nk cari kwn yg best2... even kongsi minat/lagu samaka... IYKWIM...
haha... ok2la... cukup2 la tu... org kata... kang meleleh sapa yg susah kan?
hari ni sakit hati kut... mcm2 jd la... tp xpa2... aku simpan ja dlm hati...
org kata ari ni ari kau... esk lusa kita plak... ada hari boleh balas... tp aku x mau balas2 ni...
cuba bersikap defensive... dan itu yg sepatutnya utk deal with this kind of situation...
ni suma ujian Allah... tiap masalah ada penyelesaian... so jgn putus asa... and putus harapan...
nanti... akan jumpa gak ngan org yg betul2 baik, ikhlas, etc...
xkan dlm byk2 org... xdak satu pun kan...
sbgai penutup entry kali ni:
You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...
Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?
[mean - taylor swift]
p/s: kisah dia bermula apabila gambar2 dia 'berlungguk' kat FB tu... (bajet gila) hmmm....
ok2... bubye guys!!! =D
