Monday, December 31, 2012

15th Day!!!

Salam...
hmmm... arini kira 2nd day last 2012!!
xdak pa2 yg special...
cuma... aku digerakkan oleh iffat n haziq...
aduh2... kacau tidoq aku je la..
xpala... nasib bek bwk nasi lemak...
thanks yo!!
btway... arini aku dinner kat IHOP!!
xdak la special sgt pun... cuma puas la gak kan...
aku mkn ngan dzul n the gang...
bila sebut dzul n the gang ni... mestila skali ngan bdk tu...
hmmm... maleh ckp... dia skang ni smkn spooky je...
tp apa aku kesah? lantakla kat dia kan...
omputih ckp.... mind your own bisnes...
hehe... sdikit rojak disitu...
arini... sambung lagi tgk xiaolin showdown... best la gak...
xtau la plak cita dia panjang...
untungla... x rugi ckit pun...
well2... hafiz n maybe others yg interested... akan join tgk fireworks...
new year la katakan... hmm... aku adala berminat... tp kesejukan...
arrrr!!! maleh2...
dzul, anas ngan hafiz x abih ckp pasai produktiviti...
hmmm... bangun awal produktif la... pergi rec cent produktif...
rasa lebih bertenaga la pa la...
hmmm... what ever la korang...
bg aku... org yg produktif ialah... org yg x pikir dia sdg buat bnda produktif..
what i mean is... bila dia pikir dia x produktif sentiasa... dia akan sentiasa achieve ke arah produktiviti...
hmmm... make sense kan?... haha... falsafah aku hari ni...
cuti ni cam byk benda bleh achieve sbenanya... tp x digunakan sebaiknya...
at least... kita mencuba... tu dh kira ok...
nanti buka kelas dh mula cbuk... hmmm... walaupun x bosan... tp memenatkan...
nk study pa suma lagi... baca buku bnda paling malas skali...
hmmm... buku tu klu ada colour n pics... haha best2...
tp org kata cam bdk2 plak... okla... aku x suka perkataan ok...
tp ironinya... aku tringin menulis... tp malas nk memerah idea...
lagi satu penyakit aku ni... nasib bek xdak kelas BM/BI dh kat cni...
2 subjek tu yg mencacatkan PNG aku dlu... tp xla BM kan... BM tu manage lagi la A...
BI tu... hmmm... kena akuila kelemahan diri...
suma yg masuk vandy ni... suma hardcore BI... aku ni apa ja...
walaupun... terer bnda len... akui la gak... tp still... x ckp baguih...
yeah2... we must think that way...
need to improve... it is just the matter of time...
nothing impossible dude!!
ok2la... dh mula ngarut dh ni...
ingt Allah slalu... byk berzikir ye...
hihi... bubye!!! =D

Sunday, December 30, 2012

13th and 14th Days!!!

Salam yuallzz...
haha... byk bnda nk cita sbenanya...
tp kita singkatkan je ye...
ok... first... pasai lesen keta tu...
actually... aku ngan ammar dh pegi dh tmpt tu...
tp... samting happen... dia stop amik no kul 2ptg!!
what? seriously sia2...
tp bila pikir balek... skuang2 nya aku taula tmpt tu kat na...
nanti ari rabu ni... nk kena p balek... tp ramai la geng lagi...
xpala...
perjalanan nk pegi tu... ya Allah... sejuk nk mati!!
berjalan hampir beberapa km dlm hujan n sejuk gedi winternye...
puh... mmg dh mcm pengembara...
tp aku puas hatila... sbb x putus asa... smpi masuk lg dlm tmpt tu...
okla... new achievement kut... merantau dgn sdikit saja petunjuk...
tp ada la gak duk tanya org pa suma... yelakan...
malu bertanya sesat perjalanan... mmg ada benarnya peribahasa tu...
tp sblom tu... ada org baek sgt dari ICN tolong tumpang kami...
dia antar g music city central... lega la gak sbenanya...
dia mesti kesian tgk kami kesejukan tunggu bas bodoh tu...
ish!! dh la x tulis waktu perjalanan pa suma...
dia ckp ari jumaat ni ada mkn2 kat ICN... so kena p la...
dh org dh tolong kita kan... kenala balas balek...
must have gift and take...
tp mmg seriously penat n kesejukan... aku hampir demam...
tp alhamdulillah... antibody aku kuat lagi rupanya...
semua ni adalah kehendak Allah gak kan...
sampai ja vandy.. terus serbu satay... lapaq la katakan...
balek satay duk hujan lagi... tp sampai ja bilik puh lega...
tertidur lebih kurang 15 min sblom sambung solat isyak, hajat and witir...
pastu sambung tgk movie cita: push...
nice movie but still need to improve...
pastu hafiz mai masuk bilik... duk luah prasaan dia pasai family dia...
hmmm... rindu sgt katanya... xpala... buat2 paham ja la...
then... next day nye... hafiz kejut aku kul 11 lebih camtula...
kata nk amik kunci fifie bagai... hmm amik la... aku nk sambung tidoq...
sbb penat merantau la katakan...
aku bangkit 1.30ptg... standard cam ari biasa la...
makan kerepek kentang utk alas perut... n then tgk cita kartun...
xiaolin showdown... cita lama... tp best la gak...
duk sambung tgk sampai la... si hafiz tu ajak aku turun for dinner...
hmmm... xpala... dh org tolong masak... lower la ckit ego tu kan..
aku pun mkn la... bleh thn la... pandai pun dorang msk...
nanti x yah la suh aku lagi ye...
aku x suka la bau dapur... rimas... n berminyak...
xpa2... dorang ajak aku msk skali plak tuk esk..
nasi lemak... hmmm... aku cukup malas btoi...
xpala... aku just makan je kut... nak bangkit awal pa suma...
hmmm... not my taste... klu x simpan utk aku pun xpa...
x kecik hati aih... korang mkn la... aku still stick to the schedule...
ok2... aku pelik gak... budak tu xdak skali ngan dzul... hmmm...
tuka angin kut... biarlah... aman ckit hidup...
ammar, syana and shera suma p tgk cita hobbit..
ntah apala special sgt cita tu.. aku x minat la lord of the ring bagai ni...
x kisah la org kata sronok ka pa suma... tp walaupun aku tgk skalipun...
n aku akui cita tu sronok... tetap gak aku x minat... sbb cita tu cam not my taste la...
lagi satu cita stars wars... cita star trek pun lebih kurang la...
cita yg aku minat.... hunger games... i am number four... cita2 mcm tu...
yeah!!! tp yg pasti bukan twilight la...
harry potter pun dlm klompok twilight gak bg aku...
x suka la cita yg ramai2 org suka ni... once again... not my taste..
aku suka bnda yg unik... len drpd org len... that's my style!!!
ok2... cukup mengarut... skang masa tu rest...
ok2 suma... igt Allah... solat jgn tinggal...
bubye!!! =D

Friday, December 28, 2012

11th and 12th Days!!!

Salam yuallzz!!!
hehe... saja ja skip sehari sbb xdak buat papa pun...
smlm mkn kat satay... tu je...
smlm gak aku cam sparuh mati p suntrust sbb nk wat bank statement...
ni suma gara2 aku nk wat lesen keta...
hmmm... spatutnya p ari ni... ttp sbb ali x bgtau tmpt dia pa suma...
so cancel la... tp aku buat back up plan...
aku fulfill ngan plan nk p buat lesen esk... skali ngan semayang jumaat...
ada plan A, B and C...
hebat x? haha... mastermind here... hehe...
mlm ni duk mkn kat satay lagi...
tp ada 2 bnda nk ckp time mkn kat satay td...
hmmm... first zati n syana dh balek mai vandy...
dorang dlu blajaq kat notre dame... skang cuti winter so dorang dtg cni...
lg satu... si bdk tu pun ada skali la plak...
tp yg menariknye... dia dh potong rambut...
hehe... klakar tau tgk rambut dia... bg aku x suka la...
tp bila tgk muka dia tringat aku time dlu2 mula kenal...
time kami duk rival menrival dlu...
hmmm... nostalgia itu suma...
x cukup ngan tu... dia mai duk lepak skali ngan aku n ammar...
amboi... rindu sgt ka? aku igt dh x kenal dh sapa aku...
aku jwb la... x kenal sapa dia... hmmm... ayat sdikit kejam...
tp itu pengajaran... nmpk dia cam x berputus asa...
dia suh aku masak nasi briyani plak dh.... cam aku msk kat ammar dlu...
dh la tu... dia suh aku buat jgn pedas sgt...
n masak ayam merah... what? igt aku ni bibik ang ka?
hmmm... aku pun buat la ngelat ckit... dia x berputus asa lagi... aih...
pastu aku nmpk dia pakai sweater PAVE dia tu...
then aku tringat satu ayat sarkastik gila mmg sesuai ngan dia..
well you know me... org plg sarkastik dlm kelas aku la...
aku kata kat dia... cantek sweater...
pastu bleh plak dia kata dia dh x dak sweater len dh... so dia pkai yg hak tu...
amboi2... x phm lg budak ni... x ckup sarkastik ka aku ni?
hmmm... dia pun ckp dia panas sgt pakai sweater tu...
aku pun dpt idea... aku ckp... hmmm... memang padanla panas...
sbb ada benda tertangguh... pastu dia x paham apa maksud tertangguh tu...
amboi... ckp melayu pun x paham... nk ckp english plak? ok fine...
aku ckp ada benda 'due'... dia pun skejap paham... skejap x paham...
ish... kang aku lepuk gak budak ni... then scara tiba2 dia dpt tangkap...
dia kata dia xdak cash skang $25... nanti balek dia bayaq...
pastu suh aku buat MILO skali kat dia... amboi2... naik minyak btoi budak ni...
aku katala.... x men la cash2 ni...
pastu dia balas... xkan nak swipe kut? nk swipe kat na plak?
ish... dia ni men loyar buruk plak ngan aku... saba ja la...
pastu dia tanya... ka ang nk benda?
apa? ang igt aku ni mata duitan ka? materialistik sgt ka? x ingin la aku ngan tawaran2 ang tu...
ish... dia x putus asa lagi nk kacau aku... dia tanya aku study ka? math B susah ka?
aku pun jwb mcm x jwb... malas layan...
pastu dia tanya lagi... aku amek statics x next sem? aku jwb x...
pastu dia tanya lagi... abih tu nk amik bila?
ish... suka ati aku la nk amik bila pun... ada ang kisah ka? tp aku jwb gak...
aku jawab aku amek time summer nanti...
alu tmbh gak... lgpun bukan kita kelas sama dh pun nanti...
then... dia lagi rancak... dia kata... ang kelas Rafter ka?
aku kata x la... aku kelas Robbins...
dia tanya ngan sapa? ish.. byk tanya btoi budak ni... dh x sama kelas tu dh la...
duk  puas hati apa ntah... aku jwb la... ntah... ngan iffat kut...
pastu dia kalih tanya ammar plak amik digital logic ke x... hmm akhirnya....
tp tuptup... dia mai balek tanya aku... abih tu kau amik apa?
ish... adala.... suka ati aku la nk amik apa...
then... ni second final question dia la... dia duk minx gak milo dia tu...
ish2... aku pun kata... aku x kenal ang... klu nk milo... kena jd member dlu...
yg hak ni baru final... dia tanya camna nk jd member... aku jwb la... adala... invitation...
dia balas... oo... igt DOTA ka pa nk ada invitation bagai...
aku malas nk layan... duk diam sudah... mata tgk TV terpampang kat bucu...
aku nmpk... zati n the gang dh nk balek... huhu... maknanya budak tu pun nk balek gak...
dzul tanya budak tu suh balek... dia pun apa lagi angkat kaki la...
haha... nmpk sgt yg kami ni x penting buat dia... bkn nk ckp... dia nak balek dh... nanti jumpa lagi ka pa...
atau bagi salam ka... ucap bye2 ka... oo... lambai2 tgn ka... HARAM... blah camtu je...
xpala... simpan dlm hati ja...
tp ok gak dia blah... aman ckit aku nk mkn... minum strawberry smoothies with boba ni...
LAYAN...
dh abih tu aku ngan ammar pun blah la dr satay tu...
balek dorm men game n on9 pa suma...
then... najmie tanya aku... dia nk beli laptop hp aku ni...
aku katala... aku duk tgh guna...
dia ckpla.. dia kena rompak pa suma... then... hilang skali ngan gift card $350...
aku tanya dia... bila dia kena rompak pa suma? xtau plak aku... x heboh pun...
dia ckp 'aritu'... ni sorang lagi... aritu tu bila? kelmarin ka? minggu lepas ka? bln lepas ka?
dia ckp... nanti dia story2... hmmm... yela...
budak muktamar pompuan dh balek arini... includes la zati n the gang...
budak muktamar laki2... ada balek esk... ada balek lusa...
yg aku tau... fifie balek lusa...
okla gak... aku nk buat lesen esk ni... arap2 xdak papa la...
duk risau gak kalu x pass... hmmm.... malas nk ngulang...
klu ngulang duk kena tunggu lagi seminggu... aih... dh bukak skolah dh tu...
xpala... duk tawakal gak la... camna pun...
insyaAllah lulus... kena yakin... ada confident ckit pun jd la...
aku dh prepare dh... duk jwb on9 ja la... study pun camtu2 ja...
almaklumlah... otak dh berkarat... lama x buh minyak...
mlm ni duk tgk movie seram: silence dead...
hmmm... dh tgk dh sbenanya cita ni... menarik la gak...
saja ja tgk balek... bg paham jln crita...
lgpun... ammar nk sgt tgk cita seram... aku dh xtau nk buka cita apa lg...
ok2 la guys... sini saja la dlu ye...
papapun... igt Allah ye... jgn nakal2 n buat maksiat... haha...
ok.. bubye!!! =D

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

10th Day!!!

Salam...
hmm... arini xdak yg produktif sgt...
cuma lps subuh tu x tido... men game... pastu 10.30pg rasa ngantuk plak..
then tido balek... bangkit kul 1.30ptg...
then... jd cam besa la...
arini masak nasi goreng cina + telur + daging + sayur2...
hmm... daging dia agak liat ckit... xpala... asal kenyang...
arini x tgk movie... sbb dh lewat sgt pun...
dahaga tu satu kemestian... aku rasa aku ni dh kena dehydration dh winter ni...
asik dahaga ja... minum air x puas2...
arini krismas... suasana cam besa2 ja... org pun xdak kan...
bdk muktamar nmpk tgh berseronok berpelukan... hmmm... yg tu pun bleh sronok...
aku pun x phm... bila kat cni xmau la plak nk peluk... kata gay la apa la...
apa beza nya peluk kat muktamar ngan kat cni? lg satu prangai manusia yg aku rasa pelik...
biarla... bosan mula melanda...
esk dijangka akan ke bank utk buat bank statement...
then lusa nk p buat lesen...
arap2 suma jln lancar la... xdakla bnda2 yg x diingini berlaku kan...
insyaAllah...
nmpknya gift card aku cam nk pokai... hmmm... abih beli game ja...
xpala... kena jimat ckit la lps ni ye...
igt2 la bila berbelanja tu...
ok2 la.. rasa ngantuk n penat la plak... instead dahaga...
nanti jumpa len kali ye...
ingat Allah n kekuasaanNya...
bubye... =D

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

9th Day!!!

Salam...
huhu... arini kembali bosan...
roommate aku dh fly china... hope he will be fine...
bestnye dpt fly... it is the matter of time and money...
mlm ni dh tgk movie: In Time... huhu dr Malaysia lagi nk tgk...
ok2la cita dia... xdak la box office sgt...
arini download byk game... huhu... cam x abeh men je cuti ni...
bosan sgtla katakan... lgpun game murah... so berbaloi la...
arini ngan esk byk kedai mkn yg tutup... so kena get ready la nk msk apa...
hmmm... brg bkn ada sgt pun... especially santan...
klu kat malaysia tu senang sgt dpt santan ka... krisik ka... n sewaktu dgnnya...
jam tpt 1.11pg... hmm... menarik... haha bosan...
btway... tinggal brapa org ja yg stay...
aku, dzul, bdk tu, firas, ammar n nadiah...
hmmm... menarik gak... sunyi la ckit... xpala... smentara waktu je...
manfaatkan masa ye... hehe.. mentang2 la baru tgk movie pasai masa...
leka ckit bleh mati... hmmm...
dont know what's gonna happen tomorrow... hope it will all just fine...
men game... hmmm... menarik... saints row the third tu best la gak rupanya...
cam GTA je... tp mudah la...
got plenty of time for that...
bdk2 muktamar dh abih dh... dorang skang ngah jln2... hmmm... bestla...
ada duit suma best... org yg xdak duit ni... kenala buat cara xdak duit...
ada duit bleh travel US... pastu x puas g Europe plak... hmmm... suma dlm masa seminggu lebih...
dahsyat btoi org berDUIT ni... first time aku tgk camtu...
xpala... skuangnya ada duit p berjalan... jgn p buat benda x elok dh la...
igt2 gak kat org x berDUIT ni... kami ni trasa gak...
klu org ajak pun x mau ikut... buat pa nk susahkan org...
sndiri2 pun ada masalah...
skejap ja masa berjalan... x lama lg dh abih study... hmmm... pastu keja n kawen...
then... masuk kubur... typically life frame... tp mati tu unconcern... bleh blaku bila2 masa sja...
so get ready for that...
kita hidup ni sbenanya x risau pun akan mati... what i mean is... cam bangkit tidoq tu...
mmg la ada org baca doa, ucp syukur pa suma sbb maseh hidup... tp hakikat slps tu?
org cbuk ngan hal masing2... yg study buat cara study nye... yg keja buat cara kerja...
xdak yg concern or risau sentiasa yg dorang akan mati... i mean that stiap second tu kita risau...
maybe life kita x sehappy skang klu bnda tu berlaku... tp... at least kita tau boundary kita...
kita x lah act something stupid... cam tinggal solat ka... lmbt2kan solat ka...
dedah aurat ka... dating ka... berzina ka... bnda2 x berfaedah yg len...
sbb kita concern ngan time yg kita ada...
sbenanya baguih gak klu hidup kita ni bergantung pd masa...
yg rompak2 n jual beli ngan masa tu x make sense la...
just yg life span kita tu...
mmgla.. suma org akn jd cam malaikat sbb jaga masa pa suma... cuma...
just concern la... mati tu bila2 masa ja... x semestinya bila time kita dh abih...
kita x tau bleh hidup smpi bila... tp yg pasti xmau la hidup lama2 kan...
dunia ni bkn nya best pun klu kita lihat lama2...
sbb byk prubahan yg akan berlaku... sprti telah termaktub dlm Quran n Hadis nabi SAW...
better for people who die before that things happen... sbb mmg seriously x sanggup meghadapinya...
tp yg pasti akhirat itu kita suma akan hadapinya... so once again i said... be prepare...
okla... dh ngantuk ni... nanti smbg len insyaAllah...
take care n bubye!!! =D

Monday, December 24, 2012

7th and 8th Day!!!

Salam...
sorry la ye... sbb terskip satu hari...
bkn apa... penat sgt...
yg interestingnye... akhirnya aku g jln2...
haha... pdhal tmpt tu dh penah p dh pun... cuma x tau nama tmpt ja...
okla... dpt mkn mkanan halal... kenyang la ckit aku aritu...
bestla gak naik bas... tp penatla...
sbb nk kena tunggu pa suma... hmmm...
nyaris2 tertinggal asar... tp kami just perform atas rumput and tayamum...
dh la sejuk... huhu.... winterla katakn...
pastu beli brg dapur jup... utk masak arini...
beli ayam ngan daging n some tomatoes n brg kisar...
td aku msk nasi briyani ngan ayam msk merah...
nasi briyani tu kurang prencah sbenanya... so aku tmbh garam, gula and butter...
ayam masak merah plak kurang colour merah dia... so aku tmbh tomato yg diblend...
kuah dia kurang pekat... so aku tmbh serbuk kari ckit, santan n susu...
akhirnya... jdla gak... cuma rasa cam kari ckit....
n totally hot n spicy... haha x sangka...
tp mkn best la... puasla..
esk nk posa... so x leh dh mkn byk2 ni... hihi...
roommate aku ni kdg2 x tetap schedule dia... tp xpa la... dia buat hal dia sendri...
arini ckit penatla... pdhal x buat papa yg berat pun... just msk ja...
men game skejap... spanjang 2 mlm aku abih satu game...
pastu bosan melanda semula...
baca buku physics... ayoyo... complicated plak...
cam x best dh... sbb nmpk cam calculus je byk... even topik chemistry dlm physics pun nk di calculuskan...
hmmm... harap2 la dpt score physics sem dpn... risau la gak...
dlu time spm pun x penah nk A+.... kat cni x la mengharapkan A+... just nk score 90+ je...
hmmm... esk Christmas eve... xla nk smbt... just nk tgk apa yg berlaku...
mesti agak meriah.... tp kedai pa suma dh tutup ma... huhu...
sndrian aku kat cni... sbb yg len kebanyakn dh g muktamar...
huhu... dorang dpt mkn KFC halal... huhu x aci...
tgk tmpt penginapan dorang tu cam best ja...
xpala... asalkan duit tu berbaloi la buat jln2...
aku just perlu berjimat cermat... utk masa dpn... hehe...
aih... bila la bleh tido... aku nk tido bila roommate aku tido... tp aku bleh je kan tido dlu...
dilemma... awkward la gak...
minggu ni insyaAllah nk buat lesen... tp malas semakin memuncak...
byk sgt prosedur nye... kan best just p ja kat tmpt test tu...
nk kena buat bank statement tu yg plg malas...
walaupun dh dekat dh bank tu...
xpala... aku tunggu ada mood ja... yg penting minggu ni...
sbb minggu dpn dh ada budak muktamar...
n semestinya x best... sbb kena compete la plak..
hmmm... lebih bek aku rebut peluang selagi masih ada...
roommate aku ni ntah bila la dia nk p fly china ntah... aih... panasaran aku ni...
gift card $50 aku dh abih... tinggal lagi satu $50, and 2 lagi $100... bleh2 manage lg ni..
ok... minggu ni rasa best la plak... xdak gangguan dr si budak tu...
n td dpt msg dr Dzul... dia nk minx panadol... aku decline la...
mesti budak tu bgtau aku ada panadol ni... or dia yg nk sbenanya... tp suh Dzul yg minx...
sorryla... nk panadol... btoi2 darurat... aku pun  nk simpan ckit buat bekalan...
n... lg satu... aku bkn farmasi ok... nk p beli kat CVS tu... dh dekat dh pun...
xtau lg nk plan buat pa... hmmm... nk jln sejuk la plak... nk beku tgn aku ni...
so...better stay inside for a while...
nanti start class... mula la cbuk balek...
tp xpa... just 4 months... lpstu smbg kelas summer plak...
skejap ja masa berjln... skang ni dh nk masuk bln 1...
new year la... 2013... cam x cantek ja nombor tu...
hmmm... xpala... smpai cni sajala dlu...
penat sih!!! ok2... igt Allah ye... peace no war!!
bubye!!! =D

Friday, December 21, 2012

6th Day!!!

Salam...
ok2... arini sbenanya ada ISK... ini sejarah kita...
tp.. seriously aku x minat bnda2 camtu...
hello... spa nk dgr cramah dri pagi smpi mlm kut...
please la... not my type...
klu ada pameran2 ka... gerai2 ka... xpala juga...
ok2... aku just join bnda tu bila time mkn2 ja...
tupun abih punya la lmbt... apala...
jenuh aku boring duk kat bilik lecture sbelah ngan akmal...
tp xpala... dpt mkn pun ckit ja... sbb x ckup...
yela... tetamu x diundang... buatla cara x diundang...
xkan nk demand plak kan...
ha... time nk p mkn2 tu... terjumpa la aku ngan bdk tu...
ish.. dlm ramai2 org... bdk tu gak yg nk ikut...
aku naik rungsing tau x...
dh la... maleh ckp... meluat aku... smlmn xdak mood sbb dia...
xleh ke dia ngan geng2 dia ja... xyah la nk ikut aku sgtla...
pandang mata dia pun aku x ingin... eeeehhhh... geram btoi...
dh2... cukup2.. xmau lebih2... kang bwk dosa plak kan...
ok2... x penah lg tau aku rasa mcm ni...
mlm ni btway... aku, ammar ngan fifie tgk cita: Jennifer's body....
sbenanya aku dh tgk dh cita ni ngan cousin aku dlu...
dhla cita dia byk x snonoh ckit... tp still cover la... x la full...
aku tgk ja.. sbb jln cita dia aku rasa menarik... bleh buat novel paranormal...
hehe... idea gila aku dh dtg dh...
kami tgk skerat.. then... fifie plak dia nk skype ngan member pompuan dia kat KMM....
haih... naik lemas aku... bila la nk abih ntah...
n then... kami pun tgk balek cita tu...
tp sblom tu... roommate aku balek...
adui... x feeling la camni nk tgk movie...
xpala... roommate aku gak... xkan nk halau kut...
kami resume la movie smpi habis...
then... kat cni la..
huhu... alamak... aku dh abih byk stok mkanan... camna ni?
cuti panjang lagi... aaahhh tidak!!! aku kena korban duit simpanan lg la ni...
nk wat camna... td mkn time ISK tu pun ckit ja dpt... huhu...
skang ni... klu lapaq tu thn la ckit... huhu...
esk hari jumaat... adala semayang jumaat...
harap bangkit awal la ckit... supaya x kelam kabut...
lgpun rasa nk buat kerja rumah la ckit...
sapu2... buang smph... lipat baju apa suma...
nk potong kuku lg... depa plak dh start nk g muktamar dh...
hmmm... sorang2 lagi la ni...
xpala... tweeter ngan FB kan ada... blogger pun ada...
xla sesunyi sgt kan...
ok2... harap2la dpt buat smtg meaningful tomorrow cause it will be a freaking day...
jumaat bwk berkah... buat byk ckit amal2 esk... insyaAllah...
oh... x sangka plak... game2 la ni duk offer... huhu... bestnya aku...
x saba la... harga turun cam haram murah... bapakla...
kat malaysia nk ada cam ni? hhmmm... harapan tinggal harapan la...
aku akn sentiasa up to date bnda2 cam ni...
bkn senang kan... sekali dlm setahun je...
lgpun aku pun tgh beringat2 gak... kena berjimat utk travel europe...
huhu... france here I come...
x sabanya... huhu... yg pasti bdk tu xdak la kan... baru la peaceful...
lupa nk gtau... kat cni tgh salji kecik2 je la...
ala... aku pun xnmpk salji tu... skejap ja kut...
sedih la ckit... xpala... aku nk tgk salji yg putih btoi2 tu...
aku nk tgk bila dia first turun.... itulah impian aku gak...
lpastu klu terlepas first day aku dh x kisah...
asal dpt pegang salji utk first day dh kira ok dh...
bersyukurla...
but still... aku ngah boring duk kat cni...
nk kuar malasla plak klu sorang2...
best kalu ada member2 skali...
tp dorang tu plak ada mcm2 bnda la plak...
xpla... xkan kita nk paksa org kut... kita nk bnda tu cam... suka sama suka...
barulah feeling ckit...
utk travel europe tu... aku prefer just 2,3 org ja...
xmau ramai2... nanti jd apa plak...
bwk teman sbb nanti berlaku apa2.. senang2...
nanti dh keja ka pa... klu nk jln sorang2 tu... dh xpa dh...
ntahla.. dh buntu dh aku duk pikir nk buat pa cuti ni...
klu summer tu... walaupun 3 bln cuti dia... tp ada kelas...
so x la boring sgt... ni... aduh2... keseorangan... kelaparan... haha...
xpenah aku rasa cam ni tau... cuma rasa free la ckit... sbb xdak kelas apa suma...
but still rasa kosong ja ari2 aku ni... perlu smtg utk boost up...
aish... tringin la plak nak mkn sweet cece's... sdp frozen yogurt dia...
terbaek... lgpun aku nk buat reward card dia... sng ckit... kumpul poin la katakan...
lg satu... nk wat collection gak...
tp musim sejuk ni... susah la plak nk mkn bnda2 sejuk ni... x proper tau...
tp lantakla kan... dh tringin sgt nk mkn... pduli apa dh...
ok2... smpi cnilah dlu ye... minx ampun klu trasa ka pa...
minx ampun gak sbb terlalu offense sgt td kan...
ok2lah... igt Allah slalu ye... boost up your iman n taqwa...
best always... bubye!!! =D

Thursday, December 20, 2012

5th Day!!!

Salam...
hehe... harini x jd kuar downtown huhu...
sob2... bosan nk mampuih...
arininye dinner pun mkn tmpt yg sama cam smlm... satay...
cuma tuka menu ckitla... xkan nk mkn bnda yg sama kut...
tp arini ada yg meneman... lydia... haha... dia mmg pelik ckit...
tp dh ada boy... maleh la nk kacau lebih2 ni...
x suka aku... not my style... x suka la kacau rumah tangga org ni...
x suka digelar org ketiga ka pa...
you buat hal you... and I buat cara I... habih crita...
arini... lps balek satay p jup tmn lydia g barnes & nobles... bookstore...
dia nk beli giftcard... lydia ni sorang yg penjimat gila... mengalahkan aku...
kedekut pun kdg2 gak... hihi...
xpala... what ever... balek tu je aku sakit perut... masuk toilet...
lpstu tunggu jup... ammar nk naik bilik... nk tgk movie....
huhu... sblom aku crita lebih lanjut... nk ckp yg ali ngan ilham p buat lesen td...
aduh2... dorang pegi x ajak aku pun... huhu... sedih2...
ali lulus la test tu... mesti best gila dpt drive lpsni...
tp ilham... unfortunately... gagal... sbb mata kiri dia rabun...
aku pelik la... knapa dia x make sure dlu btoi2... kan rugi je p buat lesen...
nasib bek dgr kata x kena bayar... nk buat kad je kena...
aish2... next time my turn and others plak nk bwat lesen...
klu bleh time dorang ni g muktamar... heaven la ckit...
byk plak procedure dia... nk kena g bank la apa la...
xpala... asal dpt lesen tu dh kira best la...
ok2... mlm ni aku tgk movie: drag me to hell...
cita mmg bodoh nk mati... and geli nak mampuih...
pengotor nye hantu... nk kata seram... x la seram... besa ja... xdak prasaan...
esk klu xdak rintangan... insyaAllah... nk g downtown men laser tag...
hehe... tupun tgk cam xdpt sambutan je... tp aku nk kuaq g siar2...
huhu... asik duk dlm bilik ja... x produktif la cuti aku camni...
tgh kumpul duit nk g europe... huhu... harap dpt la smpi...
impian aku nk g paris... tp kena peli ngan cg mieza... spatutnya impian g mekah la...
aduh2 cg... g mekah tu mmg diwajibkan kpd yg mampu... insyaAllah...
klu diizinkan akan smpi gak ke mekah...
buat masa ni... tringin sgt nk tgk eiffel tower tu dekat2... huhu... layan prasaan ckit...
haha... mmg aku ni suka lyn prasaan... rasa puas... rasa cam satisfied...
ntah susah nk describe... maybe len org len la kut...
tp bkn bermakna aku ni cam ikut ja prasaan suka ati melulu camtu je...
ada masa kita kena rujuk ngan Allah gak... kembali kpd agama yg sbenar...
yg aku maksudkan td tu... just lyn suka2... walaupun x sedih sbb apa pun...
tp bila dgr lagu... or tgk something yg bring mood... tiba2 jd sedih...
ha... pelik ckit penyakit aku ni... tp what ever la... asal happy after that..
klu ada org sebut nama bdk tu dpn aku... mmgla... buat aku hilang mood je...
geram... apa suma dh ada... xdak org len ke nk sebut...
klu nk sebut pun... jgn la sebut dpn aku... aku x suka la... abih suma tgh lyn prasaan banished camtu je...
x sronok la camni.... aku baru nk melupakan bnda yg x elok berlaku spnjang kat cni...
nk buka hlmn baru... cam mmg x penah kenal langsung ngan budak tu...
bkn nk putuskan silaturahim ka pa... cuma x mau la budak tu dtg cari aku lgi...
ckupla stakat tegur2... tanya khabar.. n stop... not more than that...
lagipun dia kan ada je org yg sgt disayangi tu... n sgt xmau lepaskan tu...
klu kata sunyi tu... jgn nk bohong la... aku lg suffer than that... you know...
tolongla cari org len nk lpskan prasaan ka pa... aku dh xmau masuk campur lgi dh...
last2 aku yg mnderita x kesudah... eseh men... you already suffer a lot...
dont make it worse... please... just let me be the way I now...
better this way... suma happy... win-win situation...
aku pun nk concentrate 100% study next sem... so just understand the situation right now...
aku xmau amik tau result ang brpa... apa suma... so jgn nk amik tau pasai aku...
i know what i'm doing right now... dont ever try to disturb it...
dorang2 tu suma kadang2 menyibuk je tau...  dh la... cukupla lyn prasaan melebih ni...
x baek utk kesihatan pun... depress2 ni.. ok cheers now...
in the same time... aku pun rindu kat kwn2... tringin nk jumpa... lepak2 apa suma...
tringin nk bwk keta g jln2...
tringin nk bwk moto g ronda2...
eseh men... nostalgia kut...
faiz kata result unikl fist kuar tgh hari ni... din kata plak x kuar... hmmm... kena trolling ka pa?
xpala.... klu ada rezki tu x kemana... insyaAllah... berjaya suma kwn2 aku...
you deserve what you got... suma ada hikmahnya... so just bersyukur apa yg ada...
arini gak sblom terlupa burfday adik aku.. hmm.. bestla dpt kek bola sepak...
mak aku ni terlebih syg kat adik aku ni... haha... besala... ank bongsu...
x lama lg... dorang dh nk g muktamar... tinggal la aku sorang kat sni... pdn muka...
actually bkn aku sorang ja... ammar, firas apa suma ada la tinggal bapa kerat...
tp still apa yg aku bleh buat... lg sunyi adala... so equivalent la tinggal sorang2....
haha... xpala... tgkla apa yg aku bleh buat dlm masa terdekat ni...
lesen ka... study ka... movie ka... jln2 ka... games ka... apa2 ja la...
asal jgn tidoq dh la... tidoq mlm tu bleh la...
haaa... tringat aku nk blajaq men piano... hmm.. xdak mood lagi...
pdahal piano dh ada dh... tinggal nk blajaq ja...
aku nk try men lagu a sad motive... best gila... n sedih la...
dpt blajaq satu lagu pun dh kira okla tu...
bkn senang nk blajaq piano dlm masa bberapa hari ja...
org len amik kelas bertaun2... or berbln2...
aahh... dlm dilema nk abihkan cuti dgn bermanfaatnya...
xpala... smpi cni saja ye... nanti smbg len... insyaAllah...
igt Allah slalu... igt nikmatNya... igt kebesaranNya...
bubye yualllzzz!!! =D

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

4th Day!!!

Salam...
arini sorry la kwn... still sama ja...
tp arini aku ada jumpa sorang makcik dr colombia...
dia ni xtau nk ckp english ngan paham english sgt2...
so kena bersabar la ckit bila berckp ngan dia...
dia tanya nk cari teksi kat na...sbb esk dia nk g airport...
dia mlwat anak pompuan dia kat vanderbilt.... buat research dia kata...
xkan la anak dia xtau kut nk cari teksi kat na...
pelik btoi aku...
makcik tu tau ckp spannish ja.... dia kata english ni susah...
hmmm.... mmg susah makcik... tp senang klu suma org bley phm apa yg kita ckp...
ok2... arini aku ngan ammar g mkn kat satay...
puas gila... besala dh lama x mkn nasi la katakan...
fifie plak org ajak dia kata dh mkn kat situ dh lunch td...
hmmm... pastu nk msk plak ngan ainil...
aku turun la tgk apa yg dorang msk... aku tgk fifie sorang je msk...
aik... jd kuli bini org ka fifie???
btway... xmau la tuduh org camtu je... manala tau kut2 ainil tu msk skerat je...
pastu suh fifie msk plak... or dia dtg lmbt ka... pastu fifie dh nk abih msk ka pa...
many possibilities...
mlm ni movie: the unborn... xla seram sgt... tp better la dr 'the phone' tu...
dia byk cta pasai yahudi nye stuff... yg aku x suka...
tp mmg byk freemason ngan iluminati la...
israel laknatullah!!!
tp btway good story...
odette annable... igt nama tu... heroin cita tu...
esk fifie nk g skiing... bestla ada duit...
aku ngan ammar maybe akan jln2 nashville kut...
bleh la aku tmbh koleksi gmbr aku kan...
hmmm... good idea...
td ptg sblom terlupa... tmn ammar g registrar...
ammar tuka major... so byk la consequences dia...
schedule la apa lagi...
aku tunggu nk dkt 1/2 jam tau x...
nasib bek receptionist kat counter tu cantik... xla bosan menunggu...
aih... dh ada boy ke blom dia tu? ka dh kawen? aku pun xtau...
tp klu still available pun... cam ada chance je...
haha... mengarut2... ok2... back to real life now...
esk nk kena kejut fifie awal... sbb nk g skiing la katakan...
blanja aku ye fifie... hehe...
ops2.... haa... aku dh beli giftcard... so slmtla duit mastercard aku...
baru sronok ckit aku nk bercuti kan...
hehe... aku dgr cita dr ammar la... bdk sorang tu... dh beli iphone5...
amboi... byk plak duit dia ye... xpala duit dia bkn duit aku...
dgr cita nk balek malaysia gak taun dpn... hmmm... nk jumpa mata air la tu...
lg skali aku heran... byk plak duit dia? ka ada mak pak dia duk tulung topup gak....
dh2... maleh nk pikir... lantak la apa nk jd ngan dia...
major pun len... kelas pun totally different... inilah masanya utk aku tumpu perhatian 100% kat study...
supaya dpt 4.00... dh xdak org nk kacau la katakan... aik... camtau je aku duk cita pasai dia...
status on9 dia kat skype ngah muncul... panjang umo ang oiiii...
arini gak adik aku sorang tu dpt result pmr... 8a dgrnya... okla.... syukurla...
mak aku duk risau kemain... klu ada rezki tu x kemana...
yg penting kita jgn lupa diri... tu yg plg penting...
cup2... lg 2 minggu je skolah nk buka balek... hmm... ni namanya masa cpt berlalu...
rasa rugi plak bila pikir balek... cuti ni cam x buat papa pun...
duk tgk n download movie je memanjang...
dhla bgn lmbt... mmg x bagus utk kesihatan la...
harapla aku bangkit awal esk... bleh la buat mcm2 bnda ckit...
yg produktif... g jln2 ka...
rasa nk men laser tag la...
dh lama dh x men... dlu men klh truk 2nd round... slh strategi la katakan...
bdk utm kat malaysia skang baru nk start final...
hehe... rasa gementar la plak.... org len yg amik final aku plak yg lebih...
yela... sbgai kwn... kita kena la supportive... bkn mcm... ish malehla...
xbek kutuk2 org lebih2 ni... simpan dlm hati ja...
esk nk mkn kat na pun xtau lg ni... igt nk target ihop je...
kedai baru bukak 2 bln lps kut...
ntahla... dgr ada pancake apa suma...
sedap ke x... aku xtau... sbb x penah try lagi...
igt nk study ckit2 la math, java, chem ngan physics...
subject hardcore la katakan... tp nk baca tu punya la maleh...
klu x baca nnti takut x dpt pickup plak nanti lecture...
aku dh la pack gila sem dpn...
ok2... smpi sini jela dlu...
smbg nanti bila panjang umo... insyaAllah...
igt Allah... igt Rasul... igt tentang kebesaran-Nya...
bubye guyzzz.... =D

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

3rd Day!!!

Salam....
ok2... arini cam ari2 sblom nye... xdak papa yg best sgt...
just arini aku ada download byk gila movie...
tp x tgk pun...
aku tgk cita hantu korea ngan fifie n ammar...
cita 'the phone'... ala x suspens sgt pun...
hantu pun kuaq skali skala ja...
lgpun dh tau dh ending dia camna...
btway... esk nk g beli gift card buat blanja winter ni...
so... xyah la aku risau pasai duit mastercard lagi...
mau simpan ma...
arini dinner kat obies... mkn 1/2 pound burger with extra cheese...
puas la gak... last2 cilok fries org gak...
dh lapar.... nk wat camna....
still lapaq... x la nk kata kebuloq ka apa... just x rasa kenyang....
haha.. prangai setan ka apa nak mkn smpai kenyang...
dh la dahaga mlm2 buta ni....
arini... da msg ngan cg rohani n epi...
esk... ntah sapa la plak jd mangsa aku... hehe...
harap2 la bangkit awal ckit...
barula produktif namanya...
ok2... ckup smpi disini... sorry xdak cita menarik utk dikongsi...
tunggu esk ye...
igt Allah slalu... jg iman n hati...
peace no war!!!
bubye!!! =D

Monday, December 17, 2012

2nd Day!!

Salam...
ok skang ni dh masuk hari ke2 aku cuti panjang...
hehe... xdak papa yg interesting pun...
siangnya cam besa lps subuh tidoq balek...
lps tu bangkit kul 1.15pm...
mandi... n semayang...
then... on lappy jup... semayang asar plak...
lpstu buat2 bodoh je... smpi kul 8pm...
lpstu turun bwh mkn nasi lemak masakan mak balqis yg rendah diri tu...
besa2 ja... tp alhamdulillah kenyang la gak..
syukur2....
btway family dia len gila drpd dia...
ntah biarla...
pastu fifie ngan ammar ajak turun men frisbie...
tp sblom tu aku tgk movie thriller...
best la gak... not bad la...
house at the end of the road...
bkn cita hantu ka apa...
cita cam realiti... suspen la gak...
ending dia x sangka bleh camtu...
btway overall good movie...
ops... sblom terlupa.. aku terjumpa bdk tu...
dh berisi dh dia skang ni... punya lama la aku menjauhkan diri...
haha... biaqla... aku truh blah... mlas nk lyn... haha...
ok2... pastu men frisbie smpi lewat mlm...
best la gak... bleh gelak ketawa pa suma...
lps penat men... aku pun p dunkin donut... blanja dua makhluk Allah tu...
haha... balek aku menaip... xtau la esk nk wat pa...
dorang ajak jogging... aku malah la... xdak mood nk jog...
bkn nya aku x suka bersukan ke apa... just cam xdak mood...
lgpun novel aku lg satu pun x start baca g... so lebih bek aku abihkan apa yg patut....
org kata settle bnda lama dlu... jgn biaq lama2...
sblom terlupa gak... aku ada call skype ngan mak kejap...
okla sbln skali... okla tu... xkan nk tiap2 minggu kut?
bkn ada cita apa yg nk ckp... td tu pun byk pause2 nye... hehe... awkward kut...
bersama2 hot chocolate aku yg sedap ni... mood melayan prasaan pun meningkat...
lg satu... td dzul x abih2 duk cita pasai markah calc dia... ok la...
aku kata kat dia... sabaq... esk isnin kang kuaq la markah...
aku xtau la plak markah chem dh kuaq oak... rupanya kelas org len...
kls aku ja blom g.... insyaAllah A la chem aku tu...
klu calc plak nk kena dpt 140++ baru bley A... kalu x... A- la...
xpala... apa2 pun kena bersyukur... itu yg penting...
ok2... kat cni nk recommend lagu best: Wanna-Lepaskan....
okla gak... best2...
doakan agar aku rajin menaip... biaq jd cam diari...
haha... ok2... dh2.. nanti mengarut je lebih...
nasihat: igt Allah slalu... solat jgn tinggal...n cuba on time...
insyaAllah berkat dunia n akhirat...
amin...
bubye aaalllzzz!!! =D

Sunday, December 16, 2012

End of Sem!!!

Salam....
haha... arini bosan ckit sbenanya...
nk tau knapa?
sbb dh abih kelas lah...
mesti pelik kan...
klu dh abih kelas tu mestilah sronok gila...
yes... aku akui... ttp bila dh free sgt2 ni dh xtau la plak nk buat pa...
xkan nk tgk movie je kut?
or main game?
cuti 3 minggu... maybe nmpk cam skejap ja...
tp still kena manfaatkan cuti ini...
help me ya Allah!!!
papapun... aku dh buat yg terbaek utk calculus!!!
antara exam yg aku penah buat terbaek....
mengalahkan sebaek chemistry... seriously...
puasla... harap dpt la markah 140+++...
seriously... desperate gila... haha...
ni sbb chem lab aku A- la...
tp nk wat camna kan... xdak rezki...
ok... try next sem ok...
you can do better than that...
btw... rasa cam ada ja org yg sronk bila aku x dpt 4.0 kan...
tp kena buang prasaan tu joh2... sbb tu suma keja setan duk bisik mcm2...
xpa... tgk la sem2 yg akan dtg... aku kena dpt 4.0 at least once here...
buktikan pd amerika.... we are the malaysian... and proudly to be muslim...
hihi... berangan la plak... apa2 pun suma ni sbb Allah SWT...
tanpa DIA siapalah aku ni...
byk sgt nikmat yg DIA bagi kat aku...
cuma kdg2 ni... aku akui... yg aku ni KURANG bersyukur....
astaghfirullah... aku harap iman aku sentiasa upgrade...
haha... skang ni duk blk sorang2... baru je abih tgk the social network...
best la gak sbenanya.... haha... baru tau kisah hdup si mark tu...
kesian plak kat eduardo... and x suka si founder napster sean parker tu...
haha... apala cita bnda lama... busan la katakan....
tp stylo la ada bisnes... cam nk buat ja satu kat sini...
haha... brangan lagi ye...
idea tu ada... tp xtau nk buat bisnes apa... nanti dpt ilham baru nk on...
harap2 la... aku ni maleh ckit bab2 nk pikir ni...
ok... just relax... and plan jangka pendek/panjang...
bestla klu dpt jln2 kat US ni kan...
aku xdak duit byk2... and family yg study kat US...
even member pun xdak...
huhu... itulah aku....
aku rasa term "forever alone" member aku kasi mmg kena ngan aku kot...
aish...sedap feeling la plak lagu ni... layan sja...
kat cni je tmpt lepas prasaan... walaupun x popular... tp best la gak...
insyaAllah... x lama lagi popular la...
kena sabo... baru ada hasil...
ok2... nanti karang len...
igt Allah slalu... igt Rasul... igt Akhirat.... insyaAllah berkat....
bubye!!! =D

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Night before Exam!!

Salam aaallzzz!!!
huhu... skang ni dh rasa rajin ckit berblog...
besala... sudah byk masa free...
rasa lega ckit dh abih study...
tp still rasa cam x ckup...
so buatla soalan review dlm textbook tu...
still x puas hati sbb bley buat soalan odd je... even x leh...
so aku download buku calculus yg len...
harap byk membantu lah...
arini aku masak...
ayam masak kicap ngan nasi goreng ayam...
bleh la thn... sedap la gak... ayam kan.... apa2 pun sedap...
tgk2... mlm ni ada makanan gak dr mak member yg aku x smpt jumpa tu...
hihi... padahal dh kenyang thp gaban dh...
xpa2... rezki2...
mlm ni sblom exam... dgr lagu2 best2...
plg x leh blah kena dgr lagu 1D... which is aku x suka gila...
terpaksa la katakan...
bdk mangkuk yg aku ckp tu skang ni ngah post tweet dia....
dia kata nk p jamming lps exam calc...
bapakla... mmg hidup dia nk berjamming je ka?
tp nk wat cam na kan... dh dia suka sgt nk men gitar cabuk tu...
nmpk stail la sgt katakan... ntah la... maybe stail... tp itu bkn budaya kita...
x kata bnda tu haram ka apa... tp x brapa proper la kan....
stakat men2 saja2 tu bleh la diterima...
tp malaih la nk ckp... nanti kata menyibuk la plak...
so just zip mulut...
better that way i think... hihi...
p la ngan dunia jamming kau tu...
dh bnda tu yg nk bwk masuk syurga pun kan...
yg penting aku dh halalkan sgla ilmu aku kat dia...
nanti x leh jwb exam susah la plak....
aku xmau la suma org x happy... aku nk suma happy...
suma ngan haluan masing2... xyah ikut sapa2...
ikut pengaruh geng2 ni... apa suma...
ish... dorang ni mmg la... xtau nk ckp apa dh...
aku rindukan member2 kelas aku suma...
dorang la "pure" human being i'm ever seen....
xyah nk ikut pengaruh sapa2... act like your own world...
ekspreskan diri anda dgn bnda yg sihat...
papapun... aku dh xdak sapa2 lagi kat cni...
so... cam na pun... kena la berkwan ngan dorang...
lgpun dorang tu sbenanya baek... cuma yelah... human not perfect...
so aku pun kenala menerima seadanya...
but... still bnda yg aku mention kat ats ni... x leh diterima...
maybe stiap org len pandangan dia... tp aku ngan pendirian aku sendiri...
aku ada prinsip ok...
itu yg plg penting...
fahaman yg aku bawak ni... maybe len drpd yg len...
haha...
ok2... byk plak aku membebel kat cni...
cam besa... igt Allah slalu... insyaAllah diberkati...
bubye!!! =D

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Math Review!!!!

Salam Allzzz....
haha... hari ni xdak bnda special sgt... cuma td ptg ada review calculus je...
cam besa la... jumpa la bdk sorang tu...
haha... malas lyn...  pkai bju merah dia tu...
aku duk sebaris... knapala... huhu....
abih ja 4 jam calculus... aku truih kluaq nk smayang asar...
lpstu... secara tidak semenanya... geng2 ramai pun join smayang asar...
xpala... nk smayang je pun...
pastu dia mai kat aku... minx nk mkn roti cheese ckit...
hmmm... okla... amik la... kang kebuloq pulak....
tgk x luak pun roti tu... kuang ajaq.... nk mkn ke x?
last2... buat xtau jela...
dh... cukup pasai tu...
habih je exam calculus jumaat ni aku nk enjoy...
men game....tgk movie... amik lesen... haha...
bkn senang dpt cuti lama ni kat amerika ni....
haha... bosan ckit mlm ni....
lmbtnya nk midnight...
nk mkn!!! lapaq!!! huhu tulung....
dgr radio hitz online ni best gak....
tp duk suka ulang lagu yg sama ja byk kali...
bleh jd bosan ooo....
ok2.... igt2 Allah slalu... and byk2 doa...
tudlezzzz.... =D

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Final Exam!!!

Holla!
haha... jumpa lagi ye kita...
arini aku nk maintain good mood...
sbb apa?
sbb arini test chem tu senang sgt!!!
alhamdulillah syukur.... doa aku akhirnya didengari gak...
memandangkan nk maintain good mood yg bkn slalu dpt kan...
so aku rasa lebih bek xyah jumpak bdk sorang tu kan...
janji len... ckp len... buat len.... bpk munafik gila...
so... senang2 kan lebih bek kita xyah jumpa...
atau lagi senang xyah jumpa terus... apa beza?
haha... ni dh merapu dh ni.... btway... dekat2 diri ngan Allah...
Dia Maha Mengetahui....
diriku sering disakiti walaupun tidak nmpk pd mata kasar...
tp dlm hati siapa yg tahu?
so... aku cuba utk jd happy good lucky je...
biar kita sorang ja sedih... jgn org len... x suka tgk org len sedih...
haha... rasa bersalah la plak x p jumpa mak member aku yg bek ni...
bkn apa.. xmau terserempak ja ngan si mangkuk tu...
sorry la brader... len kali kalu panjang umo jumpa gak...
insyaAllah... yakin dgn Allah...
peace no war!! salam yu allzzz!!!
bubye... =D

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Last Day for First Sem!!!

Holla!!
arinie xdak papa sgt nk ckp...
tau2... mmg dh lama dh x berblogging ni...
hihi... >.<
cpt masa berlalu....
skang ni dh tamat sudah kelas aku utk first sem kat amerika ni....
xdak la best mana sgt...
final exam pun bakal menjelang...
doa2... dpt 4.0 ye... walaupun hakikatnya lab aku dh A-... hihi... brangan lg tu...
ok2... dh2... nanti ketagih plak...
bubye... =D

Sunday, July 29, 2012

Ramadhan In USA!!

Salam!!
Haha... long time not write here....
Well I'm being to busily take care of myself in a new country...
USA is a nice place and yet too many laws and taxes!
Ramadhan here is quite okay...
Alhamdulillah... my friends are very supporting!!
Now only a week left for the PAVE and after that I will continue on EXTENDED PAVE...
InsyaAllah this middle August I will become a freshman in Civil Engineering!
There are 3 of us, me, Hafiz and Balqis who majoring in CEE.
Yeah... I really miss the 'kuih' and stuff during Ramadhan...
hope that I will find one here... hehe...
In a week period, we will be moving to the Commons...
I'm in the Hank Ingram house... which is the largest...
Honestly, I can't wait for the moment when I become the freshman!!
Hope that I can speak Malay freely...
Doc V will be upset if he knows...
but, I dont mind... as long as I am happy here...
I will learn to cook various food for my friends...
Just wait and see....
Toodles!! =]

Monday, June 18, 2012

Last Post at Malaysia... We Are Young!!

"We Are Young"
(feat. Janelle Monáe)

Give me a second I,
I need to get my story straight
My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State
My lover she’s waiting for me just across the bar
My seat’s been taken by some sunglasses asking 'bout a scar, and
I know I gave it to you months ago
I know you’re trying to forget
But between the drinks and subtle things
The holes in my apologies, you know
I’m trying hard to take it back
So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Now I know that I’m not
All that you got
I guess that I, I just thought
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let’s raise a cup
‘Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)

The moon is on my side
I have no reason to run
So will someone come and carry me home tonight
The angels never arrived
But I can hear the choir
So will someone come and carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home tonight

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Rumour Has It!! =D

"Rumour Has It"

She, she ain't real,
She ain't gonna be able to love you like I will,
She is a stranger,
You and I have history,
Or don't you remember?
Sure, she's got it all,
But, baby, is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
She made a fool out of you,
And, boy, she's bringing you down,
She made your heart melt,
But you're cold to the core,
Now rumour has it she ain't got your love anymore,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

She, is half your age,
But I'm guessing that's the reason that you strayed,
I heard you've been missing me,
You've been telling people things you shouldn't be,
Like when we creep out and she ain't around,
Haven't you heard the rumours?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,
You made a fool out of me,
And, boy, you're bringing me down,
You made my heart melt, yet I'm cold to the core,
But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

All of these words whispered in my ear,
Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear,
Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it,
People say crazy things,
Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it,
Just 'cause you heard it,

Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,
Rumour has it, rumour,

But rumour has it he's the one I'm leaving you for.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Vandy Builder!! (#2)

Hoho!! Continue my story....


09/06/12
Wake up at 6.30am... ooh!! one of my housemate woke up late... so terpaksa qada la dia... kesian..
mandi2.... get ready to go down... (my apartment at Level 1)
wait for the bus to take us to the CFGS for breakfast and LDK...
nice breakfast!!
first LDK was about case study (eksploitasi pengemis cilik)
oh.. forgot to tell... my faci were Cik Munirah (cute woman from SP) and Mr Amin (sporting guy)
we need to wear a number tag each... my number is number 6... haha I don't know why I'm always related to 6...
the faci keep calling my number because I don't talk much... (sbb suma org conquer especially girls... aku xmau biadab ptg ckap org... lgpun nanti klu aku ckp mesti kena bangkang cam Epi ngan Fakri kena dlu)
then, my number been targeted as passive person (sbenanya klu kenal diriku sbenanya mmg xkan cop pasif la)
huhu... presentation time... I was presented about how to curb the problem in terms of school (bantai habis2an... terkejut faci tu... harimau tunjuk belang)
finish LDK 1... tea break!!
LDK 2 was about Engineering skills... (bina menara utk support telur 2 biji tinggi atas lutut, susun 10 pinggan kertas so bley buat 10 line n stiap satu line mesti ada 3 pinggan, lastly susun bola pingpong jadi pyramid)
actually yg berjaya buat menara ja... yg len hancus!!
LDK 3 plg x suka... PUBLIC SPEAKING!!
topic: LOANSHARK (AHLONG)
huhu.. teketar aku speaking... dahla 2nd last... rasa segan n jeles gak sbb aku sorang ja x brapa nk bley speaking yg len suma laju ekpress la... ada sorang bdk kedah penah stay kat UK speaking cam NIGER... siap rap2 kut...
huhu... LUNCH time...
evening ada session with senior Vanderbilt yg baru grad taun ni...
so we all share2 experience suma2 la... siap aku brangan nk buat lesen keta INTERNATIONAL huhu... kaki TRAVEL la katakan...
after senior session ada session ngan Pegawai Psikologi JPA...
bukan kena psiko ke apa just cam ceramah motivasi la... ok la... ckit lagi nak pejam mata....
then.... session ngan Pegawai JAKIM... (bestnye dia penah stay KULIM... and cakap loghat kedah lagi ngan aku dlm Auditorium tu... yg len suma nganga ja...)
huhu... abih session ni kira2 kul 6 ptg gtu... n kami suma bley balik apartment... YEY!!
huhu... lelap jap dlm bilik (padahal tau tido lps Asar makruh... tp duk buat lagi... ish2 manusia2...)
terbangkit aku kul 7.15mlm... terkejut brok dibuatnya... trus mandi n solat maghrib kat surau bawah...
tunggulah aku bas nk bwk g CFGS and dinner kat sana...
malam ni meme aku xthn... ada sesi MUHASABAH DIRI la plak...
hhuhu... bab2 nak menangis ni meme aku ANTI...
so aku dgn HATI KERING lg TIDAK BERPERASAAN... cuba tido time depa suh tutup mata...
tuptup... aku terbangkit btoi2 depa dh buka lampu... tp ada sorang member ni duk tido lg...
la.... aku igt aku sorang ja yg 'kurang adabnya' tido time depa suma nangis2... budak ni lg sempoi...
sampai x bgn2 lg walaupun suma org dh berdiri nk salam apa suma... KANTOI la jwbnye...
tp Pegawai2 JPA suma sporting... siap gelak ketawa lagi...
abih program SUPPER makan SATE gemuk2....
balik apartment naik bas... solat ISYAK then trus tido...

10/06/12
huhu bangkit kul 6.30pg lagi...
siap2 la kami suma... nak ada raptai for GROUP PRESENTATION..
GROUP aku no 1... nama G1 (gee one!!)
cheers kami... G1!!! Happening!! (siap gaya tangan cam tarian Hawaii angkat ke arah atas kanan)
persembahan kami adalah SKETSA + SAJAK + NYANYI
oh... btway... TEMA PERSEMBAHAN mesti kena MERAH....
x kisah la nak pakai baju merah ke... tajuk kena ada merah ke... tersurat ke... tersirat ke merah tu... JANJI kena ngan MERAH....
sblom tu kami nye IDEA... red riding hood + snow white + bwg merah bwg putih
tetiba ja ada group len amik RED RIDING HOOD tu... aset kut...
so tuka jadi patriotik ckit sbb GROUP 2(catalyst) buat REDOPHOBIA... GROUP 3(Vandy Vengers) buat RED RIDING HOOD AND THE COMMUNIST THE MUSICAL....
so tajuk group kami ialah.... PENDEKAR MERAH...
aku rasa kalau bagi Fakri SAH2... dia xmau... aku memahami yg dia xdak suka lakon2 ni.. tp act dia mmg kalah Emmy Award (seriously!!)
meh aku cita ckit2... sinopsis dia...
-- cita time penjajah jepun... 2 org petani (suami istri)... balik berkebun.... jepun minx cukai kpala... petani kata dah byr tp jepun kejam kan... culik istri dia... laki dia lari p jumpa org kampung... ket. kampung (akula tu) kata keja gila nk menentang jepun... suma bangkang2 xmau lwn jepun... down la si suami tu... bersemangat lah dia nk lwn jepun... tiba2... satu kampung nk tlg... aku jadi taiko kampung siap ngan pelekat g lawan jepun... bersilat lah aku atas stage tu.... (manfaat kan ilmu silat kat tepeng dlu).. abih2 aku buat stail cam IRONMAN tu... ada la member jepun tu nampak kwn dia kena bunuh so dia nak tembak si suami tadi... adegan slow motion pun terjadila ditambah prencah lagu2 yg sayu... si ISTRI merelakan dirinya ditembak jepun... so2.. sad ending la... suma pakat nak nangis... (sbb music dia ja)... ada la sajak pa suma... nyanyi lagu WARISAN sudirman... abih la... --
kami nye raptai kena present kat faci2 dlu... faci2 kami yg sporting tu... sgtlah OVER... smpi kena buat latihan vokal, pernafasan, mimik muka, ekspresi, penghayatan, lontaran apa suma... wah dah cam persembahan ISTANA BUDAYA.... aku pun dh bley jadi PELAKON filem nanti... siap suara aku yg MERDU selepas latihan VOKAL yg memeritkan... huhu...  BEST2....
so... abihla raptai... kul 6ptg gtu...
malam nye... siap la suma props2 apa suma.. aku pakai ken plekat, baju melayu pink tu, kopiah...
Group 1 giliran first... aku x nervous apa suma... dh besa ngan stage la katakan...
juri2.. dijemput khas dari PUTRAJAYA.. (org2 atasan JPA)
surprisingly... group aku xdak cacat langsung... PUAS la... siap ada nangis lagi (terlebih menghayati)
abih suma group nye persembahan... sesi hadiah la..
haha.. pemenangnya meme la group aku... (hasil latihan yg konsisten dan berstail drpd faci2 aku tu)
BEST2...
mlm tu packing brg nak BALEK!!

11/06/12
ari ni bangkit kul 6pg... awal 1/2 jam...
x mandi lagi sbb tau kena kuar apartment kul 8...
so kemas2 apa yg patut then TIDO balek...
terbangkitla aku kul 7.45pg... wah!! suma dah siap mandi... aku pun ekpress kan la action...
tgk2... aku la first bwk turun brg ngan nek bas apa suma... (wah hasil latihan last minute dr tepeng)
tgh duk bwk masuk brg dlm bas tu... FIRAS panggil aku kata QUE nk jumpa....
ooo.. QUE tu blaja kat UNITEN ke... aku xtau la plak...
so nanti ada NASYAH, FAKRI ngan QUE la kut...
habih chatting2 pa suma... naikla bas JPA g PUTRAJAYA....
naik la tingkat 9... duk dlm bilik mesyuarat tu lagi...
breakfast apa suma... then ada taklimat drpd En Azriey...
lepastu taklimat drpd wakil INSURANS....
taklimat dprd MAS...
taklimat drpd BANK ISLAM...
huhu... best2 dpt ELAUN... $400 dlm tgn... cek kembara $1350... RM770.82 utk tambah apa2... RM440.00 utk blazer..
abih apa suma selasai sudeh bley BALEK...
tunggu pak cik mai amik aku kat tmpt parking yg sgt PANAS tu... siap jd tukang lambai pelawat yg dtg sbb aku pakai kemeja biru gelap siap tie hitam slack... cam org KONSULAT pun ada...
stay kat OUM jap.. smentara nak balek kerja kul 6ptg... time tu kul 2ptg...
aku g la ONLINE kat library digital dia... (kurang kertas)...
byk nye NOTIFICATION... clear dah suma...
mlm tu g mkn kat luar.... beli tiket bas nak balek KULIM kat DUTA...
tiket bas kul 11.59mlm... AWAT xbuh ja kul 12.00tgh mlm? HERAN aku....
tido la aku dgn SOUNDLY nye...

12/06/12
sbb bas aku kul 12.00mlm nanti.. so aku tido la sepuasnya dr subuh sampai la zohor...
mak cik ngan pak cik aku kuar g kerja... so tinggal la ngan spupu laki yg xdak kurang hebatnya tido...
tgk la cita KOREA dkt astro channel ONE HD tu... sbb dh xdak cita len dah... mak cik aku langgan astro paling murah... so xleh la tgk FMP, HBO, MAX cam kat umah...
tgk2... pak cik aku dah balek... ish cepat btoi masa berjalan...
pergila aku teman mak cik aku g pasar malam kat DAMANSARA... nak tgk gak beza pasar mlm kat bandar ngan ceruk KULIM aku tu... tgk cam sama ja....
dh beli makan malam... g mandi n solat maghrib then makan la kami 4 branak secara berjamaah nya... siap tambahan buah pelam lg....
tuptup... dh kul 11mlm... so BERANGKAT la kami 4 branak secara berjamaah gak menghantar ke DUTA...
smpai DUTA baru tau bas sbenanya bertolak kul 12.30mlm... hampeh btoi... tiket dh la tulis kul 11.59mlm... lpastu ada hati nak tolak lmbt plak... so smentara tu masuk beg2 suma dlm PERUT bas tu.... tunggu la aku kat luar sembang2... ngan pak cik n spupu...
tiba la masanya aku berangkat.... suma bye2... (pdhal tau nanti ari Jumaat nk mai lg utk amik anugerah)....
tido la aku dlm bas seat paling BELAKANG skali ngan aircond yg mencurah2 lajunya....
sampai KULIM kul 6.15pg... time tu MAK aku dh nak siap g kerja dh pun n adik aku nk siap g skola...

END STORY =D

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Travelling!! =D (#1)

Huhu... June posting now!!
Ok2.. now I'll story u guys about my long journey away from home...


02/06/12
outing with EPI and AKRAM @ Sunway
take BUS to HENTIAN DUTA

03/06/12
arrived at DUTA(4am)
sleep till noon (subuh done@6.30)
lunch with my cousins, aunt and uncle
send my cousin back to college (Nilai)
pray at mosque (maghrib and isyak)
dinner at ayam penyet....
stay home alone watching MENTOR...
then, got a call from another aunt...
out to TBS took my another cousin who back from Johor...
waiting till 1am...
sleep soundly(tired)...

04/06/12
wake up at 6am...
my cousins already woke up...
my cousin drive his car to Putrajaya...
we are packed in the car (4 boys, 1 girl in Viva)
arrived at Putrajaya...
enter the JPA building...
take lift to 9th floor...
waiting there...
then registered...
something wrong with my form...
my cousins say good bye...
I'm stay at the meeting room...
another Vanderbilt members arrived...
we are all get to know each other....
En Azriey give his speech...
then we had a tea break...
we all get ready for BTN camp at 11am...
take our lunch...
take back our belongings to lobby(2nd floor)...
get into JPA bus to go to Kem Bina Negara, Meru, Klang...
sleep soundly in the bus beside Firas...
arrived at KBN...
very HOT there....
registered at the hall...
Pak Mus very angry with the non-muslim....
bad feeling about the camp...
at night we had election for committee (AJK)
Abas(UNITEN) elected to be PENGHULU...
Nadia(UNITEN) elected to be PENGHULU NITA...
nice 'ceramah' from somebody that had a strange voice(forgot his name)...
we had to wash our plates, cups, spoon, fork ourselves....
sleep at 1am...

05/06/12
wake up at 5.30am...
subuh prayer at surau...
kawad kaki...
breakfast...
mandi2...
2nd 'ceramah' from En Zulkarnain...
today the Vandy's had US Visa interview at US Embassy...
we skipped the 3rd and 4th 'ceramah'(happy to be free)...
arrived at the US Embassy(scary...)
after the security clearance, we enter the building...
my number was 200(lucky I guess...)
1st interview... leave our documents...
2nd interview... 10 fingerprinting... (huhu... very strict ha?)
3rd interview... ask simple questions (why go to US? where are u study? what course?)
then waiting for the others Vandy to finish interview...
finished at 3.30pm...
take bus to R&R for Zohor prayer...
had lunch there for a while...
back to KBN at 4.30pm...
arrived at KBN at 5pm...
we had interesting games that evening...
that night we all be divided to 13 groups...
mine was 6... and I was the leader...
my group consists of 4boys and 7 girls...
all are 20 years old... I was the youngest in the group...
all are JPA scholars except a boy who is YTN...
mostly studied at UNITEN... some INTEC... and a chinese girl from private school CEMPAKA...
mostly will fly to USA... one to UK... one to RUSSIA...
since I was the youngest and they know that I will join Vanderbilt, they choose me as leader...
I can't reject because they all older than me...
'terima je la...'
name: HARIRI, SYAMIL, ARIF, AZEEM, ALIA, IZZATI, FARAH, SABIHA, NISA, CHERRIE, LI CHEN...
my group had to sing: PUTRA PUTRI (very slow and sad song) for the presentation night...
sleep at 1am...

06/06/12
wake up a bit late because raining overnight...
kawad2...
our first PKPK (LDK) with Hamad Wahid (veteran school counselor)
we had to choose between CIRCLE, SQUARE, TRIANGLE, CURVE
I was choose SQUARE...
it was about our personality actually...
2nd PKPK is about History quiz...
Hamad Wahid was proud with me because I am able to answer all the question 'skema-ly'...
the others explain that I was freshly SPM leaver who still remember the History subject...
the others had been 2 years forgetting their SPM...
3rd PKPK is about how we managed the 'pusaka' things and divide it among 3 families so that it look fair...
actually the 'rumah pusaka' is our COUNTRY...
so... Hamad Wahid had corrected some members who willingly to sell the house(COUNTRY)...
that evening we had SENAM ROBIK (very weird one)
attend tazkirah...
4th PKPK is about debating for our first priority from COUNTRY, RELIGION, RACE, CITIZEN...
then we need to debating our first priority from POLITICS, EDUCATION, ECONOMY, SOCIAL...
we had a hot night...
sleep at 1am...

07/06/12
tazkirah subuh...
kawad2...
we had 'kembara minda'...
my group had joined with group 12...
so the new group was group D...
then as usuall I was the leader...
we managed to get 2nd place for earlier comers...
but for 'cleanity' we were no.1... (bersih drpd sgala politik kotor and jaga barang amanah lek lok)
then we had our last PKPK which we all 'sembang2' about politics in Malaysia...
at noon we had forum from all facilitators including Hamad Wahid, Zulkarnain and the strange voice man...
the forum was very controversial and hot enough that actually need 18 above to join it (politik terlampau)...
everyone was not satisfied with the facilitators... (hak2 melayu, bangsa Malaysia, agama Islam) sensitive!!!
some were talked about PKR, DAP, PAS, BN... (aaah!! here come the black sheep)
totally they talked about ANWAR and the USA... BERSIH 3.0... SPR... many more la...
that evening we all had 'kembara masuk hutan'....
okayla... not bad...
tazkirah maghrib.... I got present from USTAZ because I had read QURAN everyday... and I was the only one.... (segan actually sbb hadiah harga RM200)
that night we had to present our group song...
surprisingly... we managed to get no3 (JUARA BANDARAYA)
then... here come the finale activity from our facilitator called BROKEN STONE...
a game like simulation about JAPANESE ERA conquer our country...
an interesting game...
sleep at 1am... (study for exam actually)...

08/06/12
haha... exam coming...
senang je exam... habis 1/2 jam...
then... ada majlis penutup dpt sijil suma...
after that... sempat lari makan lunch before solat jumaat...
packing cepat2 sbb solat jumaat dh dekat masuk waktu and bus dh tunggu...
huhu... proudly to say org first masuk BAS JPA... haha...
sleeping la gak sampai tiba di masjid...
CALL FAKRI jap... nak tanya ada kat na...
malangnya... xdak rezki nk jumpa...
huhu... dh sampai UNITEN...
tunggu lama la gak baru dpt kunci apartmen...
serumah ngan: ANAS, ILHAM, AKMAL...
petang tu ada games ngan pegawai JPA... ala men futsal je pun...
malam ada sesi ICE BREAKING ngan pegawai JPA...
makan sedap2.... 5x lagi sedap drpd BTN... haha...
makan kami standard 5STAR gtu...
JPA mmg sporting and jaga cam anak emas ja... (dh melayang ke langit)
tido kul 1am...

TO BE CONTINUED...



Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Payphone!!

"Payphone"
(feat. Wiz Khalifa)

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Album:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Video:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Album:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Video:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunting,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my show,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Album:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Video:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Dark Side!!

"Dark Side"

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
What can become
If you give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away

Don't run away
Promise you'll stay